Burned by the cold

You’ve burned me by your cold
My skin is gone
I’m naked outside your door
The peace is what I’ve been searching for
My soul is painted, tattooed by you
I sold myself so cheap
Sometimes I have to die
Just to learn how to breathe

I’m breathing fire but how long will I hold the smoke inside
You know I’m afraid I just don’t wanna blow myself away for you…

Inside I’m not the same
You’ve got the souvenir
Small peace of my heart
Replaced by the fear
The fear of loss
The dread of myself
I fucking hate to pretend

I’m breathing fire how long will I hold the smoke inside
You know I’m afraid I just don’t wanna blow myself away for you…

Close to you

You cannot take it
I cannot break it
We feel torn inside
You gave me something
I gave you nothing
This is all about

Nothing seems so sweet as what we can’t have
Sometimes it’s better just to dream
Than taste the bitter end
You will never miss what you’ve never had
So don’t expect the price when you’re afraid of game

You’ve been always by my side
I wasn’t there for you at all
I’m sorry I have never realized
You’ve been a part of my world

When you’re afraid of game…

Colors

Come to me my friend
Would you do me a favor?
Please try to color in my world again
I’m so sick of faint colors
My selfishness dyed them grey

Love has sometimes a purpose
Like fabric over my eyes

Take all the pictures of our past
Squeeze them all out
Don’t waste a drop of color
And paint over my life!
At least for tonight

Please come to me my friend
The brush is over there
Don’t speak
Paint as fast as you can
The black cloud over my head
Will soon bring the rain
Don’t let it to wash all away.

Dirty Angel

Lost in herself
Nobody cares about who she is
No one to give a hand
But everyone to break her on her knees

She was maybe more but what for?
When everywhere she feels just ignorance
And all of her fucking two-faced friends
Wanna see her on her knees

Oh god I wish I could learn
Dirty angel to fly again
Oh god I wish I was
Another man sometimes

Don’t let her beg and please
That smile will disappear again
Counting all that dreams
It’s not so fun to be alone at last

Don’t blame yourself

Waiting for truth
Always hearing just fucking lies
The well-known face has changed so fast
You’re loosing someone
And you realize your pain…

You lived in your dreams
You didn’t wanna see the end
Now you feel stupid
And so hurt, unwanted, betrayed
But do not blame
Don’t blame yourself

You’re too young
Too young to know the different face of love
But do not hide the pain inside
There is still someone who will dry your eyes again

I would take all your pain away…
So don’t blame yourself…

Every time

Take the key
Open my heart
And then let me be
Is this the way
You tried to show me
How you would throw me away

Maybe I gave ‘ya too much

Every time you devise a lie to feel fine
So I’ll go to pick up all the pieces that you broke

Like a little child
Wanting a toy
Your mommy will surely buy
And would you cry
On broken heart
That you haven’t held tight enough

And so I’m collecting pieces

Oceans Of Fate

What if I loose the light on my way
And I’ll stay blind
Will I have somebody to stand still by my side
What if all stars fall on me
And one will infect my heart
Will I have someone to save me
Or someone who’ll help me die

I need someone who will bend my sails
And who will lead me safely right back
‘Cause I can’t find a haven by myself
If I don’t wanna die alone
And I don’t wanna die alone
In ocean of fate

What if you loose your light on your way
And you’ll stay blind
Will you have somebody to stand still by your side
What if all stars fall on you
And one will infect your heart
Will you have someone to save you
Or someone who’ll help you die

You need someone who will bend your sails
And who will lead you safely right back
You can’t find a haven by yourself
If you don’t wanna die alone
If you don’t wanna die alone
In ocean of fate

We need someone who will bend our sails
And who will lead us safely right back
We can’t find a haven by ourselves
If we don’t wanna die alone
If we don’t wanna die alone
If we don’t wanna die alone
In ocean of fate

Set Me Free

I feel stolen
Out from the inside
You grabbed my
Wings and you’ve flown away
I try to burry my rage

I feel burned
Out from the inside
You can control
Fire but not the flame
Nothing left in me but I know without yesterday
There would be no tomorrow

I can’t recharge my batteries I’m the one
Who created this hell in me
Oh I need I need to bleed, bleed to live again
Pain is sometimes the way

I feel trapped
In my own inside
I’ve been lost
Betrayed by my own pride
Do I stand just to fall
Will I miss the hole
I’ve made for my rage.

I can’t erase my memories I’m the one
Who created this hell in me
Oh I need I need to bleed, bleed to live again
Pain is sometimes the way

So Far Away

Why was this made for?
This pain that we feel
Why has it happened?
You’re the rain left in me

You’re so far away
So breathe a different air
Stop thinking about the same
You’re so far away
So try to heal yourself
And erase what you feel

Why was this made for?
You’re so real you’re so sweet
Why I could taste you
Now I doubt of me

Words I hear tonight…

Love is sometimes ballast
Hate is sometimes blessing
It’s like when you see angel with devil dancing
Around the bar but they do not strip
They are already naked as my thoughts should be

I’m not afraid of death
I’m scared of dying
‘Cause I’ve been lying so many times
Straight into your eyes
Without any care of you

Ash to ash
Dust to dust
These are words I hear tonight
I’m searching for the light
But the dark is always by my side
Ash to ash
Dust to Dust
I used to play with loaded dice
I’m paying up high price
I’m the one who’s crying on my funeral

Your truth

Sweet smile upon your face
I’m sick of hearing your lies
It’s always disgrace
When you’ve got a gun in your hand
And you’ll shoot me off when I turn back

It’s time to say your truth to me
It’s time to say that you’re my enemy
Never friends, there’s no chance
I feel no regret

I’ll tell you when I hate you
I hope you’ll do the same
‘Cause well-known enemy is sometimes better
Than your best friend

You can waste your hate on me
But it often seems to me
It’s just a waste of time
You can never break me down

It’s time to say your truth to me
It’s time to say that you’re my enemy
Never friends, there’s no chance
I feel no regret

It’s your view just don’t take it back
You’ve said that
I’m a motherfucker
You’ve told me that
Don’t be scared
I’m really glad
That your truth just takes the air